ill feeling / enmity / bitter feeling / heartburnings / spite / hatred / hate / have a grudge against *someone / bear a grudge against *someone / rancor / feel bitter against *someone / grudge / think ill of *someone / feel resentment at
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恨み JN1
heartburnings / hatred / hate / bear a grudge against *someone / rancor / grudge / feel resentment at / ill feeling / enmity / bitter feeling / spite / have a grudge against *someone / feel bitter against *someone / think ill of *someone